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mloe:
yes. the longest relationship you will ever have is the one you have with your family. thick and thin.
i’m not sure why that is. i’m exhausted until right before bed. and then i don’t want to go to sleep. maybe it was the crazy conversation with the grandma. she stays up as much as she can, because she knows that she doesn’t have too much time left. t.v. is blasting all night long. she wants to drink it all in. regardless of the fact that i hate the dark, i have continually asked myself lately, have i lived enough? am i doing everything to the utmost each day? i feel that only recently have been able to nod with satisfaction. but why am i still not sleeping?
so i’m doing the relay for life tomorrow…i’m both excited and sad. cancer scares me. my loved ones and i have lost too many. but now i work to remember them.